I think i might be out this month?

I'm feeling the same way as you so I know this sucks. I am 11 or 12 dpo and i'm getting bfn's. It seems like now that I have lost hope for this month, all of my symptoms are gone:( I have been crying all day and i'm really starting to feel like it is never going to happen. I know exactly when I ovulated,...tuesday the 26th and we bd on the 23rd 25th 26th and the 28th...I feel so lost and wondering why it's not happening for us. I am not going to keep testing and telling myself that it just might have been too early to test because when I get another bfn the next day, I will be even more crushed than today. Thankfully I am seeing my ob on monday. We have been ttc for 6 months so I am hoping she will at least check me out enough to tell me if something is wrong....Good luck sweetie, hopefully it will happen for us soon!!!